Hi You,
How are you?
Welcome to
The Love Network. This project utilizes
email as means for reaching towards those who surround us and give us feelings
of kindness and warmth.
I began this project by emailing a friend of mine
and asking for the email of someone they loved.
I chatted and chatted with this
friend.
1
It is my aim with this project to think of love
as something elastic. Something with the capability to move. To speak
even in the event of screen to screen contact. Exploring methods that communities
can be created.
Love,
Darnell Henderson
Darnell Henderson
Hi
January 26, 2022 17:27
Hi Riley Moran,
How are you?
I’m writing with two asks:
One: To continue this email chain. We haven’t talked much in recent years
and I don’t like that!
1 Email for me offers languid, lengthy replies (like snail mail)
but has a quicker receive date (thanks technology!). Whatever you choose, is fine (obviously).
Two: For my Software for People course (coding class), we have to interview someone
we know of but do not know personally. The first idea that struck me, and stuck with me, is
asking people I love to forward the email of someone they love to interview. It can be anyone
so as long as I don’t know them. Of course, if you don’t want to or can’t think of anyone, it
is no problem! The assignment post interview is to then code that interview. Anyways.. Happy
New Year! Looking forward to your reply!
Wishing You Might, & All Things Bright,
Darnell Henderson
Riley Grace Moran
Re:Hi
January 27, 2022 10:21
Hi sweet Darnell.
Software for People sounds like a class a character in an A24 movie would take.
Still I like your project which is kind of the Loves of the Loves of your Life which is
very sexy but makes me feel kind of sad (?)
I can think of a few people. Would you prefer someone young or old? For young I
give you cullenfagan@gmail.com, who is too smart for her own good despite living in New
York instead of New Orleans like some kind of idiot.
My grandpa would also totally do this but you'd need to do the actual snail mail because
he doesn't know how to work email. But he loves to write his little letters and he's funny
and old people are always chomping at the bit to be interviewed (as far as I can tell).
I'll warn Cullen that you're emailing in case.
How are you?
1 How is school?
2
Are you happy?
3 Do you like grad school better than undergrad?
4
What's the best class you've taken?
5 Do you have crushes?
6
xoxoxoxo
Riley
Darnell Henderson
Hello!
January 27, 2022 17:39
Hello [Cullen's email],
How are you? As Riley probably mentioned to you, I am conducting interviews for my
programming class that I then will transmute to code. My own subjective insertion
in the project is conducting these interviews entirely by email because I love email
and because people are very busy doing all their little things.
If you will be so great so as to be my interview subject, I have some intro questions
below this paragraph to start us off. Thanks!
Name? Pronouns?
1
Elevator pitch as if you were applying to a job
2
One portion of your daily life that is essential other than biological things
like breathing, eating, drinking water, etc.
3
Favorite color
4
Your definition of a “good life”
5
Elevator pitch as if you were introducing yourself to a new friend
6
What is the most complicated thing you know
7
For now, that’s it! Have a good evening.
Thank you for your time,
Darnell Henderson
Cullen Fagan
Re:Hello!
January 28, 2022 14:39
Hi Darnell,
I am happy to be your interview subject - any friend of Riley's is a friend of mine.
I'm doing well! I hope you are, too. Here are the answers to your questions:
1. My name is Cullen Fagan.
2. My pronouns are she/her/hers.
3. My elevator pitch as if I was applying to a job would be - I am a freelance
marketing specialist and writer, currently contracted in a tech field.
I have writing and research experience in a legal office, on political campaigns, and
in an independent news organization. Last year I graduated from
Tulane University ,
where I majored in History and Political Science. I hope to get back to school in the
next few years - probably law or social work.
4. Something in my daily life that is essential to me is talking to other people
1.
I cannot get along very well without human interaction/being alone for long stretches of time, or
honestly, short stretches of time. Also, reading - I keep my lock screen as a poem that I'm
into at any given point so if I can't get actual time in to read, I can read that guy.
5. My favorite color is green
2
(and also sometimes orange).
6. I generally subscribe to the idea that all life is good/valuable (life in and of itself is
a reason to live, etc), but specifically for me, a good life would mean spending the majority
of time with people that I enjoy, eating well, having the freedom to pursue creative endeavors,
and doing my best to make other people's lives easier and kinder to them where I can.
7. My elevator pitch if I was introducing myself to a new friend would be - My name is Cullen
(I usually use Twilight
3 as a touch point here), I am 22, I am an
Aries
♈, and the owner of a 2 year old cat named after Frank Costello from
The Departed .
I live in Brooklyn, but my very stereotypically Irish Catholic family is from Massachusetts, which is where I grew up.
I am currently in the fledgling process of starting a pick up croquet league, and am looking for interested parties.
8. The most complicated thing I know is how public defender's need to do investigative/trial prep and processes
- I worked at the public defender's office when I was in college, and this took me a very, very long time to get
a good handle on. There were A LOT of moving parts.
I hope this was helpful! Have a nice weekend.
Cullen
Darnell Henderson
Re:Hello!
January 30, 2022 13:12
Hi Cullen,
I have to confess— I have some follow up questions..
Why did you pick a tech company? Could you include one of your work samples or is that, like, illegal?
Do you find yourself more attracted to groups of people or one-on-one? I guess that groups of people
would be a nearly endless source for you? Though, sometimes less intimate.
1
Okay, that is actually such a great practice! Would you mind sending me your current lock screen poem?
And also what you are reading now?
2
Orange is sometimes my favorite color too! I like yellow the most now though.
That is very considerate and gentle way to live. Is there a specific time that you recall where
you made someone’s life easier or showed them kindness that noticeably affected them? (Is that braggy to
ask of you to write haha?) Do you cook as hobby?
I feel like I should point you in the direction of my family for your croquet team. They play it
at the beach all the time. Though, that may be wrong.
3 I don’t really know what game they are playing, because
I don’t ask, but they do look similar.. Do you like New York?
4 What is one emotion that categorizes how you feel
about Brooklyn?
Oh wow! Did you enjoy working at the public defender’s office? Did this experience influence
your desire to go back to school for law/social work?
Thank you for your time,
Darnell Henderson
Cullen Fagan
Re:Hello!
January 31, 2022 11:05
Hi Darnell,
No worries -
1. I chose a tech company because it was the most well paid position I was
offered when job searching, and I am interested in being able to afford to go to graduate school.
The work itself seemed relatively morally neutral, and that felt like an okay trade off for me in the short term.
I unfortunately cannot share a writing sample with you, because while it is not illegal, it is directly against my contract. Sorry!
2. I think small groups are my ideal situation. I don't love crowds, but too much one on one time with a single person
inevitably leaves me vaguely irritated with them.
3.
This
poem is my current lock screen. I am currently alternating between
Severance by Ling Ma and
How You Lose the Time War
by Max Gladstone, neither of which I have married yet. I am rereading
The Secret History out loud to my roommate.
4. Yellow was my favorite color in high school, to such a degree that it became a thing-people-knew-about-me
and people would send and buy me things in yellow against my will. My friends from high school still bring it up a lot.
I like yellow a lot, but I think that oversaturated me on it a little.
5.The obvious thing that comes to mind for me is just doing the Public Defenders Office
stuff and seeing clients in jail through that and (as a part of my job) downloading and printing
them books and puzzles and stuff to do while incarcerated. Again, definitely a part of the job and
not like me going out of my way but I could tell it meant a lot to them, especially because during
COVID there was a lot of solitary confinement and isolation. I am okay at cooking and can enjoy it
as an activity to do with people or by myself sometimes, but I think hobby would be a strong word.
Mostly I enjoy eating.
6. I have never played croquet at the beach - that actually sounds kind of difficult, but
I guess that would dependent on how firmly packed the sand was
1.
I know you're asking the questions, but I am curious as to why you don't also play croquet at the beach with your family.
7. I like New York enough, but the winter is testing me. Mostly, it's nice to be around a
lot of my friends and not too far from home. I like Brooklyn more than I like Manhattan though, by
a long shot. An emotion I would characterizes how I feel about Brooklyn would be anticipation - it
always kind of feels like something is about to happen.
8. I enjoyed it very much, though it was also very stressful in some ways - it remains the
only job I have ever had where I felt like there were actual stakes if I fucked up. It certainly
influenced my desire to go back to school for law or social work. I would go as far to say it
inspired it directly.
Hope this helps!
Best,
Cullen
Darnell Henderson
One more email... I swear...
February 3, 2022 16:49
Hi Cullen,
Grad school is certainly expensive! You seem pretty confident that this was your next step, which
makes sense as you’ve mentioned that your work at the public defenders office directly influenced you.
Regardless, I admire determination. Any prospective schools you’re eyeing?
I feel that. I find always myself wanting to talk to someone new after a few minutes of conversation.
Something about a diverse rotation of people’s thoughts is enticing. What is your go-to conversation starter?
A Secret History!!!!! Grand!!!!!!! I actually lent it to one of my dorm mates and he has yet to open it.
I feel he isn’t aware of the gift I’ve given him.. And what a gift it must to be read A Secret History. So, I just
read the Natalie Diaz poem, which was gorgeous, sweet, sad, and I felt it fair to send you a poem and as I’m going
through my saved ones I encounter… A Diaz poem haha. I’ll attach
it and I’ll attach
another in the event you’ve read that Diaz poem already.
That’s really incredible! I can’t even imagine the double isolation occurring in that setting and how freaking awful
it must have felt. On a lighter note, what do you absolutely love to eat?
Aha! Tables turned! I’ve never understood what they were doing and consequently what the rules were. And I hate doing
anything that I feel like I’ll lose at. Competitive, but selectively. I should also mention this is my larger family so like
cousins, aunts, uncles, etc. and that my family, mom, brother, step-father, didn’t even join them until two New Year Eve’s ago.
They [larger family] have played ritualistically for years. Since I was like 7.
I’m in Connecticut and truly reeling at how cold it gets! The snow storm nearly took me out! My mom actually just sent
me some Facebook post entailing a “Winter Warning” from Maine to Texas.. Wishing our blood thins as this apparently makes a
person feel less cold than those with thicker blood. Science or whatever. Dying for your hot take on Manhattan.. I have to say
I agree that I don’t adore Manhattan all that much. Though, I’ve only been a few times and only for day trips. Maybe this would
change with longer stays as I might be a bit too critical of a place I truly know only know on the surface. Brooklyn, I’ve yet
to explore. You’ll have to give me a list of your favorite places.
What is the worst and best yellow thing you’ve received? My friends aren’t as attentive so I usually buy orange things
for myself. Right now, the orange things that surround: a mug, my headphones, a fan that plugs into my computer, my Tevas, a
notebook, my speaker, a water gun, the tea in my mug, etc. A bit obsessed..
After this email, I believe I’ll have enough content! Thank you so incredibly much for participating! I’m thinking of
continuing this project so I may, in the future, ask you for the email of someone that you love.
Thank you for your time,
Darnell Henderson
Cullen Fagan
Re:One more email... I swear...
February 10, 2022 07:25
Hi Darnell,
No worries -
1. It's funny that you say that, because I don't feel very confident about anything I plan on doing! Grad school
just seems like a worthwhile thing to work toward as of now, and an option I want to keep open. I think if I went to law school,
I would want to go to one of the good southern schools, like UVA or William & Mary or Emory - though I hear Yale has kind of a fun,
more creative law school. Honestly, I haven't really gotten that far. If I go to grad school for something else, I would like to go abroad.
2. I don't think I have a go-to conversation starter! I do ask people their favorite book or movie often, but that's more for myself
than to start a conversation - 9/10 people say they have no idea and one in a blue moon I get a good recommendation. Sometimes if I can tell
someone is super opinionated about media/television stuff I test out my "CW's Riverdale is actually the most interesting and dynamic show on
television" thing because it gets a fun subset of people really going. So, actually, now that I read this paragraph back - I guess I usually use media
as a conversation starter. I think you can tell a lot about someone by their tastes.
3. I hadn't read it! Thank you. I really, really like the second one you sent. My deepest congratulations to your roommate.
4. My favorite food groups are probably Indian and Italian. I really, really like samosas. I cannot say anything more or more specific
because I thought about this question for like five minutes and if I write more I will write a novel. I never really got the appeal of food writing,
but now that I'm thinking about it, there sure is a lot to say. I don't like sweets very much, and I don't eat meat, though.
5. I think you should try it!
6. There are nice parts of Manhattan, and going during the work day when people aren't out or late at night can be kind of nice, but I had to go
to union square on a Saturday to pick up a perfume a few weeks ago and felt the urge very strongly to throw myself into the (ample) traffic. Brooklyn is...more
chill, though North Williamsburg can get kind of Manhattan-lite-y. It has good beer, too, if that's your thing.
7. A friend of mine once on purpose picked a banana for me as a snack because of the yellow thing, even though I hate them, when I had asked for an orange.
This wasn't a gift, exactly, but I remember being annoyed. A friend from high school got me a very nice yellow sweatshirt from Bar Harbor, Maine, when we were 15 or 16
- I still wear it.
I am so, so confused how this could have been helpful in any way for something to do with coding (?) but regardless, it's been a pleasure! I hope your project goes
well. Don't hesitate to reach out about anything else and of course, if you are ever in Brooklyn, I would be happy to show you around with my limited familiarity.
Godspeed, Good Tidings, etc,
Cullen